for all that has been, is, and will be, I only have Him to be thankful to.
I’ve tried to sit and figure out how I managed to reach this point. I never even dreamed of reaching this state, because I’ve never had much faith in myself. even now, as I look at the next stage I hope to bring myself towards, I have very little confidence.
but I have to have faith in Him. if He leads me to it, it’s the right time, and despite all my fears and my insecurities, there will be nothing I can do to change His plan. inshaAllah.